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You don’t notice it after a while. You don’t have to always be thinking about it. It’s not always on your mind, but when you remember that it’s still there, you realize that it’s truly and forever part of your life.
Self-expression. Tattoos are an extension of personal style and freedom of speech. Our love for SNSD doesn’t have to be colorfully engraved on our bodies physically, but in a certain way, the fandom and all that it has to offer has become a part of our lives. Remember all the countless number of times we have openly expressed our love for the girls, and spazzed at or with people we barely know about something that has taken up a great portion of our lives. Of course, each and every one of us has priorities that are more important than a fandom, and it becomes easy to lose ourselves in daily activities and work. Sometimes, we are so caught up in our lives that we don’t even think about SNSD for a single minute. But during those little moments of blissful free time, many busy Sones will catch up on Soshi news, listen to their songs, watch one of their newly released variety show episodes, or spazz with a fellow fan.The pain. A needle is pricking itself into your skin and the loud buzzing noise swamps your mind. You close your eyes and wait as the minutes slowly tick away. The brain is signaling you to feel the pain, but you bear with it. It’s not that bad. Imagine, if getting a tattoo was unbelievably painful, no one would ever want a second one. This is just like the Soshi fandom. If people didn’t think the girls were worth it, why would Sones pre-order albums like madmen every time there is a new release or line up many hours in advance before a big concert? Why? Because SNSD is worth it. Yuri would call it “cute pain”. Pain which we would gladly feel over and over again because we know that something good can come out of it. The members’ feet are calloused and ache from running in heels during their three hour long concert. The fans’ feet ache as they make their way home from standing and cheering for the entire night. But when SNSD exit the stage and Sones exit the arena, we are left with the most exquisite feelings in the world. Indeed, we are all but drained, but we couldn’t be happier. It’s like the feeling after the artist has finished your tattoo. You look in the mirror and you’re in love. The sharp lines, perfect writing and wonderful shading makes one forget about the pain. When you place the jabbing and aching next to the amazing work of art on your body, you realize that the pain is insignificant. That the pain can’t even compare to the amazing results you have just obtained.
Reoccurring again. Many people don’t stop after getting their first tattoo. They adore the freedom of expression that comes out of each design that decorates their bodies. The very same parallel can be drawn on Sones as well. I’m pretty sure I’m not the only one who found out about SNSD through a youtube video of one of their MVs, and despite the fact that I barely knew anything about the nine girls or the Soshibond at all, I had a good feeling that I wanted them to be a part of my life. I, like many other people in this world, didn’t stop after one dose of SNSD. Instead, we ended up in-taking more and more, stepping further and further into the light of the Soshi fandom.
As one feels the pain of the needle over and over again, they eventually become more and more accustom to it. Our brains eventually learn to accept it. I wouldn’t be surprised if others agree with me when I say that my eyes bulged out like tennis balls when I first saw the price of SNSD’s first Japanese single, Gee. I remember the tiny pool of regret filling inside me as I reached into my wallet in exchange for a CD with one song in it. My wallet was in pain with me. But now, after buying so much more of their merchandise, I have learned to accept it. Just like the pain of the needle. Because I know I won’t regret it. And I know that, in the long run, the support I unconditionally give the girls won’t come out in vain. Now, whenever something new from the girls is released, I dish out the money barely thinking about the aftermath. It’s because they are just so worth it. For me now, keeping up with the latest release is like saying “oh shoot, we are out of potatoes. Better go out and buy more”, but translated into “oh shoot, my Soshi collection won’t be complete anymore without this. Better go pre-order that DVD”.
There are millions of routes we can take during our journey through life. No one knows where a certain path will lead or how long it will extend. But throughout of lives, each and every person desires to find the most fitting paths for them in order to live out the life that they desire. Many of us have crossed paths with each other, but how many of those paths have you walked on with over a million people at the same time? It’s truly amazing how so many people in this world decided to venture through the path of Soshi at some point during their lives. And want to hear something even better? The numbers of fans that walk this road have only grown in the years, rending those who stray away, an insignificant sum.
The girls have impacted our lives in ways we would have never found possible. The millions who have embarked through the Soshi path in life will see things differently from others. We will see things with unique perspectives only available to those who are willing to take the time and understand these nine amazing girls. Many in the world don’t understand. Perhaps they won’t ever understand because they don’t need to understand. But for those of us who do understand, even if it’s just a little bit, we instantly become part of something life changing.
Like a black or colorful mark that’s engraved itself onto our bodies, we realize that SNSD has become etched upon our lives. Like a tattoo, you don’t always notice it and you may even forget it’s there sometimes, but when you remember its presence, you realize you’re happy it’s a part of your life. And you’re happy about the choices you’ve made. About the paths you’ve chosen to embark throughout your journey in life.
Many years later in your life, maybe you’ll completely step out of this fandom. But you will never forget it. Years later, maybe when SNSD is no longer performing or all of us Sones have grown into grandmas and grandpas, we will never forget this chapter of our lives when we stepped through into this amazing light and called ourselves a Sone. One with nine girls. Like a mark that decorates our body, SNSD decorates our soul. A permanent reminder that we were once united as One. A reminder that we will always be part of a legacy.
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Credit: FrozenArctic@SNSDKorean
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xsolitude said:
“Many years later in your life, maybe you’ll completely step out of this fandom. But you will never forget it.” gahh the last paragraph almost put me to tears but in a good way 🙂 and you’re right, I’ll never forget it! thanks for this beautiful post.
catfatcat said:
“SNSD decorates our soul.” This post is beautiful. Every word of it.
Jaychra said:
This is so sweet, reminiscent of all love and fandom 🙂
yang said:
I love the analogy of how we etch soshi into our lives just like a tattoo onto skin, it will surely fade over time, but will always remain there whether we remember to notice it or not
Soul said:
Many years will pass us by, maybe some of us might forget things, but always try to remember and cherish every moments in your lives along with the Snsd. I didn’t became a part of this wordpress, but still that didn’t made me look down and forget about the Snsd.
Frozen arctic you know what, you are right, I started to like them because I felt that they were part of my life and I’m really glad for it. For us sones, all of them means a lot to us, not just as a fan but also people who truly believes in them.
Snsd, always and forever.
~Soul
Julie Terrei said:
aww…. this made me cry:’))) i a good way:))
“RIGHT NOW IT’S GIRLS GENERATION,
IN THE FUTURE , ITS GIRLS GENERATION
FOREVER WILL BE GIRLS GENERATION!”
I WILL ALWAYS BE A SONE! FOREVER AND EVER:))
aznbobobear said:
Very nice article! So true so true, life goes on and well will never forget those memories we cherish this moment, the bond with SNSD and sones! Forever in our hearts!
steve said:
Nice post FA~
Your posts are always so eloquent and spirited. It was a great read, keep up the good work.
Soshi is everything said:
This is my first and only Korean band I follow, and they will be my last.
The girls to me are like my girl friends, my family, and my sibling. I really enjoy every minute watching them grow up from back-stage girls to the current world star – it’s just too good to be true but it really is. Hallyu will never consider a success without SNSD.
When the girls step down, so do I….. and their images will be embedded in my soul forever.
Mayumi said:
and THIS is IT.
Cláudia Durães said:
I also loved the post. 🙂
But on a different note just wanted to say that Ellen Degeneres wants to bring a k-pop group to her show. And she is taking into account the comments on her youtube page. Please go there and comment on behalf of girls generation. Please!
I’m sorry to talk about this here but anything to help the girls is well done.
Mio said:
very nice ending!!! T_T
x3TaeTae said:
I love this article so much, its so well written.
Even after time have pass so long the Girls will be like a Tattoo in my brain they will always still be there even if i forgotten about it, and when i remember it i will be proud to say that i am a SONES 😀
SOSHI JJANG!!!
Cláudia Durães said:
Actually some people say it’s just a rumour so please ignore what I wrote about ellen. I’m sorry.
The post is actually good!
It would take real courage to make a SNSD tatoo. eheh. xD
Kenneth said:
A Beautifully written, Well-thought out post, FrozenArctic 😉 !
Your chosen analogies are so appropriate for the various stages in the evolution of a SONE.
Like you so eloquently mentioned in the post, never would I have imagined paying “that much” for a CD with only a single Soshi song on it :). But pay I did, and, yes, it now seems almost impossible not to own the latest Soshi goodies that comes out on the fan market :D.
Yes, indeed, we all will invariably leave the Soshi fan-flock, but never will we forget the legacy that has been implanted in our subconscious minds that is So Nyuh Shi Dae.
Good post, my friend 😉 !!!!!!!!!
jessi123 said:
nice post! 😉 its true though even if i do step down from this fandom i will never forget about SNSD and bieng a Sone, this will always be a highlight of my life. SNSD and SONES as one together forever <3.
RagingXL said:
FrozenArctic are you a creative writer or something? ’cause you got some real talents, nice job.
Your words resonates so strongly with every Sone, it’s almost like you read our minds then summarized all of our feelings in this article. The last paragraph are words of wisdom and truth. I’ve always been taught and advocated the principle of “everything in moderation”, but SNSD is one of those rare things that completely breaks that principle and makes you enjoy more the more you take in. And the reason is I know SNSD won’t last forever, and I want to cherish this time and fully immerse myself in their most glorious days. So far it’s creating memories that I can take to my grave, so I don’t regret anything.
Thanks for another amazing article.
michael said:
snsd will always stay in my heart and my memories forever and forever. Right now its so nyuh shi dae
From now on its so nyuh shi dae, Forever its so nyuh shi dae!!!
Jenkin said:
The Legacy of Girls’ Generation shared with Sones everywhere.
That’s just one of those once-in-a-lifetime, breathtaking, heart-fluttering ideas that grows from nothing and eventually becomes something so very beautiful.
Great writing fellow Canadian Sone 🙂
Arash said:
my love yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooona
always i love you
SunnyBunnySoFunny said:
@FrozenArctic, good writing and interesting analogy. Tattoos, also like Soshi, are very addictive…getting inked once almost always leads to more (speaking from personal experience here). And the pain is very minor compared to the result/reward. One major difference i would point out though is the “regret factor”, which i believe is exponentially higher with tattoos…while i can’t really picture a Sone ever regretting becoming a fan. I’m very happy to say i enjoy both (art forms/addictions?) without regret. =)
lisa said:
The Ellen page thing is old so pleas stop spamming
Terrez said:
For once, an article about SNSD which actually made me smile, albeit a weak one. It’s exactly what every Sone can relate to, like what RagingXL has said, but it doesn’t resonate that strongly with me. It’s true that the article summarizes everyone’s feelings and experiences with SNSD, and I definitely felt a surge of sentimentality flowing through my veins as my eyes slowly moved from one beautifully written sentence to the other.
Your creativity with this post is also a noteworthy mention. While not the most pleasant of topics, I just realized how much your tatoo analogy assist people in better understanding how Sones can create everlasting memories together with SNSD through various means, such as buying their merchandise or attending their concerts. Moments like that leave a deep impression on us and perhaps shape us into who we are. Moments based on happy and memorable occasions with SNSD, and the stuff that follow is something Sones never regret doing, and will cherish for eternity.
Sadly, my interest in the group has declined to rock bottom, and I don’t find it worth my time to follow them for any longer. It pains me to leave this awesome community of individuals, whose love for SNSD certainly isn’t artificial. I was hoping for something to re-ignite my fascination with the group, but it didn’t arrive. However, I’m glad to be part of this fandom, and will relish whatever memories I’ve created with people like Kenneth, to learn from my mistakes and become a better person than before.
Last but not least, SNSD has taught me to appreciate and be grateful to whatever has been given to me. Broadening my horizons and to approach things with an open mind. They taught me the world isn’t entirely cynical, and that having a little faith and confidence in your abilities can go a long way. To be happy and have a bit of optimism. Perceiving problems as challenges, the impossible possible. But most importantly, is never giving up, no matter how many obstacles stand in your way. That’s the spirit of SNSD.
A spirit that has penetrated my impassive skull and etched itself deeply into my brain. That’s something I’ll never forget, and I have SNSD and this community to thank for. =D
I guess this is the part where I say goodbye and nobody will miss me, eh?
Heh…
Adios~
FrozenArctic said:
I’m so sorry to hear that you’ll be stepping out of the fandom ): Never forget that you were once a Sone and part of all this (: Hope to see you come back and visit us once in a while! Take care of yourself~
Soul said:
@Terrez
why? what happened? even though this is my first time replying to you Terrez, just don’t forget that you became a real sone, I know that feeling that when interests in things are gone, but I know that you feel that it is hard for you to let go of them. Today I post this and you might not be able to read this Terrez, but a man told me something, that ‘Even things might get rough, just remember the ones you treasure the most and try to feel them that they are around you.’ at first I didn’t really became interested about the girls, but time passed me by and I became interested on them, time to time I never thought that I liked them because I’m a fan or a sone, but the thing that made me like them is because I truly saw their passions in them and they give me inspiration. Feels like that they were not ordinary performers, but they are performers that can change a life and teach how to go on with your life.
Terrez it is really painful for someone that is close to you to leave this fandom, I understand your feelings, but please don’t ever forget the ones that brought you here and made you happy. Also don’t forget that Snsd is already a part of your life and cherish every memories that you had along with the Snsd and also to the sones around the world. see you someday. just visit us sometimes too 😀
Take care and God bless!
~Soul
Soul said:
@Terrez
This song might help you in your life, why don’t you try listening back to the song “Complete” of course by our Snsd. Find what you really feels about them by listening to this song.
nukem384 said:
Nice job FA! That was a beautifully written article! Enjoyed that one to the fullest!
MadToonz said:
Another great article FrozenArctic! ^^
I love the way you compared the SoShi fandom to tattoos. Haha, just yesterday I saw a photo of a sone who got Girls’ Generation tattooed onto his arm. Honestly, I didn’t expect to become so into SNSD. It’s true SoShi is like an addiction! XD I know I definitely won’t forget or regret being a part of this fandom.
Myke said:
Love it. A true masterpiece of sentiment and emotions Very, very well done indeed! Thank you!
ferrerorocher9 said:
aww love your article, frozen! it’s rly spot-on about how i feel esp. “after buying so much more of their merchandise, I have learned to accept it….Because I know I won’t regret it. And I know that, in the long run, the support I unconditionally give the girls won’t come out in vain.”
i’m proud to be a sone & it’s really worth it :]
rush said:
SNSD is my everything.. I promise to love them until the day i die, because they’ve done so much for me. They’ve changed my life and i’ll never ever forget that. “If you’re still a Girls’ Generation in the next lifetime, i will still be a SONE.”
I agree everything in this article. SNSD is my tatoo that i don’t think i can ever erase.
wigwiggle said:
great post
donnie said:
you put my thoughts into words.. we all got tattoos of SNSD on our hearts
miem said:
DAEBAK!!!!
angskk said:
well said! sooooo true that i cant agree even more..
you’re awesome!!!